Paramour IV

after a tiring day off hell, you brought sunshine to my place

your voice rings and your words are stuck

but nevertheless i thank you for this

for being there when i needed you to

for staying up late for me even when you're soo sleepy

for not complaining even when i puked at your name (jk)

for saying "idontcareaboutthat" when i mention her name

for giving the right advice when i needed it

for promising things that i've been hoping for

and for saying the thing that i can never say

and without you, idk what to do

it looks like i'm saying thanks to my mom! but im not HA

i owe him a lot. a WHOLE lot

dimwitted, weird, but somehow true . shaaaah -_-

Do•Fun

me, kania, alda, ode, glory, mr kim, and my juniors went to dufan (Dunia Fantasy) last friday

it was soo fun

Kicir Kicir : (pic. 5)

pusing banget. 360 degrees diputer. oh shit :]

but its fun

Bogel: (pic.4)

SERU, best best best. me and alda shared a ball. and we spin like hamsters HAHA

Istana Boneka:

creepy but yeah, sorta fun. uhm cute dollies?

Mini Coaster: (pic.3)

lumayan lah. its nothing haha

Tornado:

uhm not as dizzying as the Kicir Kicir. but over-all its fun

Arung Jeram: (pics.2 and 1)

WET WET WET! soaked wet

TIRING BUT FUN!

Deserted Island Of Hell

I've Probably told some of you about this. i hate it.

my dad sent me to this place 

and i hate it

retreat was supposed to be fun

but this! is whatever

Rally Point : 2/5 review

school ends at 3.00 and i gotta be at the rally point at 3.30, plus i haven't pack. rush rush. and i pick every wearable clothes from my closet and stump it to my luggage. and when i got there. t everybody (except my brother and listi, of course) was a stranger. 

Getting There : -100/5 review

luckily i was in the same bus as my brother. the road went on and on and onnn. untill the road narrowed into an alley. and thats the  ONLY way to the destination. so the bus had to squeeze through it. and then, they decided to let us walk. and we DID WALK about 2 km WITH THE LUGGAGE in our hands. fine. that was very fine. 

Got There : 3/5 review

when we -finally- got there, the place was, well good enough. a bit dirty but, life goes on.

and the first session begins

Jungle Walk : 1/5 review

lumayan seru (mendadak indo) i took pictures of the waterfall, and others, well this was amusing. BUT for the fact that it was very tiring -_- ugh ugh ugh

and my over all review was -11/5

comments : i'll join this kind of thing again. tapi 3 years later. kalo udh nyambung ngomongnya

Nuisance

again again and again
im getting bored with this

never ending huh?
guess so, idk

never stop huh?
uhm, maybe thats to much

never see things in a different way huh?
you should try




life is unfair , live with it darling


you've done enough damage to my life, and I've done enough to yours.


face it. we're even :]

Random Babbles

With: Alda
Location: Music Room
Babble: "Lo dengerin gue ga sih?"
Babbles Back: "ngg"
Description: ngomong sendiri


With: Jessica
Location: Dining Room
Babbles Back: "Knp kak? ya terserah aku dong"
Babble: " Lo gausah gitu juga dong"
Description: ade kelas ngocol


With: Ode
Location: Math Class
Babble: " love letter buat matthew HAHA"
Babbles Back: "special"
Description: prank letters, nmuhahahaha (evil)


With: Albert
Location: Math Class
Babble: " Khusus buat lo dari gw sama ode :]"
Babbles Back: "haa? "
Description: nyebarin itu prank letter haha


With: Istrinya Laoshi
Location: Chinese
Babble: " what the hell is P1?"
Babbles Back: "no no no shu be chenge-a"
Description: salah ngetik


With: Ode
Location: Chinese
Babble: " Senam Dulu sono"
Babbles Back: "saaaaaatu. dua"
Description: org stres


With: Dea
Location: Chinese
Babble: " De, itu temen lo knp?"
Babbles Back: "Ngg ngerti.."
Description: Tasha sedang mengikuti suara ayam berkokok

With: Mas Agus The OB
Location: Tangga
Babbles Back: "bsmlsmdlkgmsdfsfdsf"
Babble: " ...?"
Description: OB nanya nanya hal gajelas


With: Grade Nine Girls
Location: Lab
Babble: " I saw things.. "
Babbles Back: "seriuus?"
Description: Scary talk


With: Laurensia
Location: Locker
Babble: "ikut ret ret dooong"
Babbles Back: "ngg tau deh kak bisa apa ngg"
Description: begging loren supaya nenemin gw ikut retret


With: Albert
Location: Lab
Babble: "Tumben pada waras"
Babbles Back: "biasa lah, hari pertama"
Description: tumben nya anak anak cowo ngg main laptop di kelas fisika


With: Steven
Location: Lab
Babble: "Gw semprot lu"
Babbles Back: "Gw semprot balik"
Description: Jewish talk. an eye for an eye

randoms.extremely bored. shaaaah -__-

Supremacy of Success

I BEAT GLORIA ON CHESS.

I BEAT HER! 

HELL YEAH!

okaaay you get my point. im soo thrilled happy jubilant. whatever.

I won, never in my life did i BEAT someone my own size in a chess game

Secret :]

I got a SECRET. can i keep IT though?










uhm idk

Paramour III

I knew. but i still don't believe it.
You said it. thats unbelievable.
I heard it. But i pretend to be deaf
You wrote it. but i kicked it away

never knew why. but suddenly it feels like i shouldn't know. but i knew :)

fate. hmmm. naaah

Homiees :)

[Kezi, Noni, Lidia]

So so so, My friends went over to my house
and OMG! they-are-soo-small HAHA
I never knew that they are still soo soo small
awwwww but i DID miss them somehow :]

Paramour II

I know that you don't, but i don't care


I know that she does, but i don't care


I know that you wont, but i don't care


I know that she will, but i don't care


You know that I can't, but i don't care


You know that you can't, but i don't care


You know that she can, but i don't care


You know about this, but i don't care



all i care about is that




You know that I know, and I know that You know

I know that you do, and You Know that i do

and theres nothing that we can do about it.

High School

WANTED! HIGH SCHOOL!

ENGLISH SPEAKING SCHOOL

AFFORDABLE TUITION

GREAT IN MUSICS

HAS ITS OWN BUILDING

Finding a high school is somewhat harder than finding my paramour, but but but, more or less, High School is a necessity if i want to go to a music college.



I haven't decide about which school that i should go to. But, staying in this school is merely possible. i need to find a High School thats right and destined for me. a place where i can finish the rest of my School life in peace.



well well well. still blank. clueless. dimwitted -___-



a little help?

The Sims 2, i hate you :)

Preface:

yeaaay i finally got my iMac back, happy happy. But the Windows boot seems to be empty. -_-
i think they erased the whole thing-- what is it with this ppls and erasing my stuffs.
well, i still thank them for fixing the keyboard.

The Point:

Soo, i was reinstalling all the games that i have installed--and its un-exquisitely disturbing. I installed Pizza Frenzy, Feeding Frenzy , other Frenzies, Diner Dash, Wedding Dash, other Dashes
and pumparampumparauuuum! my windows is full of games once again !

but. i still havent install the sims 2-- my favoritest game of all all all the other games. soo i try to install it, and surprisingly, nothing bad happened. soo i moved on to the next expension pack, and the next one and the next one, untill theres inly one left.

soo try to install the Sims 2: Apartment life. and suddenly. its jammed. the file is corrupted. so i quickly ejected the disc. and it got out safely-- i think.
well , i still got to play the sims 2, life without an apartment. what could possibly go wrong?

acorruptedfilethathasjammedthewholegamefromthefirsteditionofexpensionpackuntillthelast

and how to solve that problem?

reinstallsims2fromthebeginningandrunaroundincirclesscreaming"I HATE YOU DIMWICKED GAME"

now, im as "happy" as i could be :))) akfbahkdfbakdjfbkajbfjskbflkajfvlkuadf

Paramour

Every time I that it past through
I get a shot right blue into a bolt of boom
Its not a problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I can't seem to leave behind
Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool wont set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what i want to know
And every day my confusion grows

I feel dumb and I feel glued
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I be someone else
Then we'd never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I tried to help you in anyway
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I cant say

-by the unhappy frente

dimwitted but true. shaah -_-

Flashes of Memories

as i said earlier, my brain got problems.
i saw manny things. i sorta freaked out when this things were true. (yes i've checked this events with the persons involved) my brain is driving me nuts, or i AM already nuts. idk.

somethings that i "remmember" :

Going Out
i was sitting in a car, the car was full with childrens (i think they're supposed to be my cousins) and i was sitting in the back. and we were singing "Uptown Girl". i heard that we're almost there. and i saw Mall Taman Angrek. it was rainy outside. and my aunt Amalia was driving.


Is this what i used to drink?
i was jumping in my bed. my mom suddenly called my name. a ran to her, and she was holding a bottle of milk with plastics all over it. and i started drinking it. and i saw a green canned cylinder (i guess thats the milkpowder) it has a bear and a box in it. the box has texts. it reads "Nutrilon"

A Gift From Mum
i was sitting on my bed (i dont know if im really sitting, or im just short) then mommy came home and gave me a pair of socks, a green minnie mouse socks with red ribbons. and the minnie was white with blue dress

more soon. verry verry soon.

Sudden Recall

my brain is sorta jumpy the past few weeks. and it freaked me out. suddenly i'm seeing stuffs that i already see-- no, its not a dejavu. i mean like, a strip of memories that suddenly pass through my mind. and i just need to find out why
soo i checked out the INTERNET for answers.

and they said either i was under mental problems (which i'm not), or my brain is broken
(i hope not) , and they also said that i was supposed to go through therapy. UH! dimwick internet -_-

man .. a simple "your childhood is too happy, soo you remembered it in you unconscious mind" would be nice

after all, i knew that theres something wrong with my brain. -___-

Lost and Soon to be Forgotten

with a limited amount of memory space, lost things are soon to be forgotten. well. i DONT want to forget this one!

soo it stared out when i was going to buy my computer. YIPPIE.
i got the one that i want. and i've worked soo hard to finally get it. Before i got this computer, i was using my mom's laptop--which is also partially mine because she's not using it anymore. And she was thrilled (surprisingly) to finally get her laptop back. blabla yadda yadda

one daay, she asked me if she could delete some files. "oh idk, like pictures, paintings, adobe projects.." and soo i said yes. i mean it though. files in the laptop aren't that important. but she ended up deleting every details that was in my account. songs. notes. soo i checked my msn conversation history, to make sure that it's not lost. my whole Junior High School life, is written on that files. friends. best friends. troubles and smiles. without THAT, i'll soon be forgetting those-- i forgot about things real quick, like the thing that i do last week, allready forgotten. ALL OF THOSE IMPORTANT THINGS will be gone POOFFED out from my mind.

yeaah i'm mourning over deleted stuffs about the past. pathethic but true.