To Dearest You whom I Love very much :)

HEY YOU :D

(whoever "you" are)

I would like you to immediately leave this page

cos I'm deserting it :D

thank you for reading this post

SUPER thanks for reading my past few blogs

Jolly Good thanks for reading most of this month's posts

I love you if you've read my blog from tha beginning till the end

movin on to tumblr

:( :( :(

Howdy', 'sup?
Hey, hows things?
Hello, how are you?
Yo, sssssupp?
Halo, apakabar?
Alohaa, how're ya doing?
Ni hao, ni hao ma?


我不会伤害您。

Don't worry that its not good enough, for evryone else to hear. cos they don't have to :p

Morons can't speak, but I wanted them to

what's with you and silent-liness (not even a word)
why do you have to make things so DIFFICULT!
UGH

why can't things be like they were in preschool

and WHY am I yelling abstract things that made no sense at ALL!



I know that I skipped it
and I shouldn't have done that

but GOSH! please make up your mind

f.y.i you can't leave me dangling on a telephone wire forever ming

Dying To Say

10 Things that I've been ITCHING to tell you

I FRIGGEN HATE YOU
YOU ARE A SENSELESS PERSON WITH NO GUTS
YOU ARE THE BIGGEST FREAK ON EARTH
YOU ARE EITHER BLIND OR DEAF
I FRIGGEN HATE YOU
I FRIGGEN MISS YOU
I FRIGGEN HATE YOU FOR NOT TALKIN
I WISHED THAT YOU WERE HERE
I LOATHE YOU
and
i don't think that I could ever forget about everything that we've been through

THERE. happy?

Failed to see, failed to understand

Look.

I'll show you what you failed to see

and I'll prove it.

I hereby promise. TILL THE END OF MY LIFE

I'll prove it somehow. 

IF YOU DARE TO HURT ONE FURR! OF HER BODY. I'll kill you

you want out? GO. GO AWAY

I'll cook my own meals, wash my own clothes, clean my own dishes

as long as you STAY AWAY from her

you can make my dad take ALL of my allowance. 

ya sure you can.

but you can NEVER take her away

because if you did, I'll KILL YOU

I'll prove it to you,

i knew that this is irrational

I'm not bluffing

I can. and I WILL

just you see.

She's more to me than what you see

IM SORRY FOR YOU

IM SORRY THAT YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS STRESS

IM SORRY THAT YOU WANTED MY BEST FRIEND TO DIE

IM SORRY THAT YOU CURSED ME

IM SORRY THAT YOU FAILED TO NOTICE THE SIN

THE SIN OF KILLING THE MOCKINGBIRD

Flaws

being a RETARDED GAY is your flaw. not mine

sitting here, hoping for the Impossible, is mine.





flaws flaws flaws


even a flawless person has flaws. right?

Impression

Soo, here's the thing




1st Impression :

-DARN HUGE! I MEAN LOOK AT THAT BUILDING! -_-

-DARN CROWDED. yeahh got no space to run.

-DARN PREPPY. everything iss soo like "that brand is this" and "that brand is that"

-DARN scary .. i mean, paintings with eyes all over the hallway? .. uhuh scary

-DARN FOOLISH. 12 for a cup of milo? get the hell out

-DARN ATTENTIVE. teacher talks, kids raised their hands, wow so 1st grade

-DARN TIRING. 7th floor to the 3rd floor then to the 8th. hell yeah

-DARN killing me. homeworks. like hell

Pointy point. I rly do missed my lil old school, small. true. but i love it

well life's what you make it. soo I'll try to make this one rock .. somehow

Techno Geek Hell Yeahh

Helllo Tech Class :D

Bored, no twitting in class

(what the hell)

then, was thinking about that stupid box

can't get it out of my head

Aww geez. think I'm cursed. DARN YOU stupid box

Fascinating

i saw you

I saw you twirling a box full of colors

twisting, spinning, twirling, poking

you were paying attention to class

(obviously i was't)

but your hands were still twisting

 i find that fascinating

soo fast that I couldn't even keep track of the little red boxes

it was like red,green,blue,yellow,red,red,red

twirling and twirling

then by looking at your face i could tell that your head is somewhere else

where?

I saw you

wonder if you saw me

ugh. can't get it out of my head.

may this not be "another" curse upon me. amen

to see your face again. to laugh together like we use to. to be there instead of here. to do nothing but have fun.i want that for my birthday.

Inspiring ;)

dorkhead + scene = !@#!@!F!@C%@!

LOL

so yeaah the dorkheads rly did pull up the scene

must be rly proud of yourself huh?


but i have to admit, that was pretty awesome
NOOOOOT


aww geepers, i feel rly sorry for you.

but still, it was WAAY funny LOLOLOL


itsokay though. i find your words very Inspiring ;)

aww i heart you, somewhat, LOL guess that rat won't eat your cheese huh? :|

ps. being ambitious is great. and you know nothing about it ;)

Do Nothing Day

DUN DUN DUN DUUUN

Soo, today was exciting :D

I woke up at about 11, and then i thought "I'm not going to do anything today"

soo I turned on my computer, sitting there like an idiot

doing nothing but typing

type type type

then i got bored, soo I played the Sims 3

BUT THEN I GOT BORED-ER

Soo I watched a couple of movies.

well do nothing day was fun (i think)

Today's List Of Activities:

- Woke Up
- Computer Time
- Watch Movies with Brothers:

- Lilo and Stitch
- Barbie Thumbelina ( i know, wth)
- Coraline
- Toys Story

- Eat
- Back to Computer and Do nothing some more



I caught a couple of morals, like DO NOT TRUST THE OTHER MOTHER or like BEING SMALL IS POWERFUL, which is soo whateverrr HA

but DO NOTHING DAY is somewhat good for the soul

look on the bright side, I get to spend time with the brothers :D

OH btw, Tiny Tim is tha BOMB. LOL HAPPY THE END OF SUMMER YO :D

I know that SPONGEBOB is always there for ME :D

Hello my dear friends!
Well, here I am on bloggers at last,
And it feels so wonderful to be here with you on my blue blue day

Spongebob made this wonderful song.
this song brought me life.
i was feeling soo blue :(
BUT THEN I HEARD SOMETHING ON THE TV.
NOW, I FEEL WONDERFUL

I LOVE YOU SPONGEBOB
AND PATRICK
AND SQUIDS

LOLOLOL


the song
LIVING IN A SUNLIGHT, LOVING IN THE MOONLIGHT


I'm so happy, ha-ha! Happy and lucky me
I just got my way, living every day
I don't worry, worrying don't agree
Things that bother you, never bother me

Things that bother you never bother me
I feel happy and fine, ha-ha!
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

Haven't got a lot, I don't need a lot
Coffee's only a dime!
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

Just take it from me I'm just as free as any daughter,
I do what I like, just when I like, and how I love it!

I'm right here to stay, when I'm old and gray
I'll be right in my prime,
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

Oh-ho-ho!

Google It. Limewire it. Download it. and BE HAPPY :D

When My Phone Starts to Beep

basically, I AM BORED LOLOL

to get to the point

have you (fellow bloggers) felt like you really really REALLY want to tell the strory
couse that might relieve the stress?

but never had the GUTS to do it because its waaay too private?


URGH, soo i came up with a couple of ideas

a. FAKE BLOG : make a fake blog that no one knows and you can write EVERYTHING there


b. BUY A DIARY: yes, i rly want to have my own diary, but what if someone found out. and *gulps* reads it?

c. CALL SOMEONE: this is not bad. but be careful the person that you called might not be as sweet as they look.


d. RUN AROUND IN CIRCLES : this'll work. right? wrong? :(



URGH BORERERED

New

new.


okay, so kezia is going on an adventure.

where life is HELL





new.

honestly, i know nothing about the new school

idk where i'm going to wait for the classes.

idk where my classes are going to be

idk which in FLOOR my classes are going to be.

idk where to buy food.

idk how much the food cost.

idk what to wear.

idk how to act.

idk what to do.

idk who I'm going to be friends with.

idk who I'm going to hang out with.

idk how the book is going to look like.

idk what i'll learn.

idk anyone there.

idk

I don't know


things felt soo new.

soo NEW.


and its not the "good" New





new.

Prolouge In the End of The School Year

Every ending has its own beginning 

but i just don't get why things have to end now?

why now?

well through whatever that we've been through 

It has been the GREATEST 3 years of my life 

well, 2 1/2 years ..

but my point is

I've never rly felt at home when I'm literary at home

its true that we are small

and its true that we don't have our own building (peace out)

but We are one BIG happy family

and NOBODY would EVER understand how it feels to be in the family

untill you're in it :D

soo for those who dislikes us 

You can ALWAYS say bad things about us 

You can MOCK us in front of our face

but you will NEVER ever understand that we are not just some students in some stupid ole school

we are ONE family 

and i somewhat hate to see me leave  -___-

Countable

Countable Days

Countable hours

Countable Minutes



in 5 days

in 120 hours

in 7200 Minutes



Ohana means Family

Family means, no one gets left behind

I <3 INTERNET

OOH OOH OOH

okay okay, I'm super excited!

well imagine 3 weeks with no internet (at home)

imagine bringing your BIG 'OLE LAPTOP everydaay to school

well at least now, me and my iMac are best friends again

yeay

Readers read and Writers write :)

Live and Let Die

Sometimes, don't you think that its better if she's dead? 

IT IS BETTER

but! she's not dead -_-

for the Allison in my life is still roaming free

still here, ace, still here

hatred |ˈhātrid|

noun

intense dislike or ill will : racial hatred | her murderous hatred of her sister.


die 1 |dī|verb ( dying |ˈdīi ng |) [ intrans. ]1 (of a person, animal, or plant) stop living : she died of cancer | the sheepdied from the heat | [ trans. ] the king died a violent death.• ( die for) be killed for (a cause) : they were prepared to die for their country.

kill 1 |kil|verb [ trans. ]1 cause the death of (a person, animal, or other living thing) : her father was killed in a car crash | [ intrans. ] a robber armed with a shotgun who kills in cold blood.



3 different words with indifferent meanings in my heart

And She's Back w/ More books

soo, kany was lending me this whole "pretty little liars" series. 

it's an awsome book. liked it. love it.

soo i'd figure that i should buy the series for my collection

(I mean, its rude to borrow ppls stuffs all the time)

SOO i asked my dad to buy me the Wicked book, and he turned out buying the WRONG one

well, the wicked that he gave me isn't  a bad book.

in fact, he bought me the whole series of 4 books

I can't just say "DADDY I DONT WANT THIS ONE! ITS THE WRONG BOOK! FETCH ME THE WICKED!"

nope. to your disappointment, I'm 

not that kind of girl -_-

its nice of him though, I'm finally reading again

A novel of 538 pages doesn't look soo bad

its been a week since i stopped reading 

(or ran out of books)

and i missed the smell of books LOL

the clingy paper, the little printed text

and the mystery hidden beneath it 

readers read and writers write :)

Prologue in the End of May

it's been awhile since my last post

and of course, a lot of things happened 

good things bad things

lots of things -_-

Well, we might as well enjoy life

in every condition

For every ending, is a beginning  of  a new story

Feeling Super Duper Super

OFFICIALLY MINE AT 11.04 TODAY

now i got all that i need to be happy lol

and guess what? :P

Curiosity

frequently asked questions : why? how? when? why?

Curiosity Kills. You're dying to know aren't you? So do I

Talking about Curiosity. some ppl

 find it very annoying to wonder about some other ppls business and fusses. Its annoying when a person asked you soo many questions in one paragraph, Annoying when a person stares at something for soo long. Annoying when you're near a curio

us person.

Being curious is not a crime. a curious person makes things rhyme.

A curious person wants to know, If the chicken and ducks are afraid of the crow.

A curious person wonders in fear, but dying to know what they're about to hear.

A curious person cannot stop, they'll search and they'll think 'till they found out.

Being curious is not a crime, they wont stop until its their time.

But being curious is always my thing.

 

to think about unrationals and why things go that way. to ask you "HOW THE HELL?" three times a day. to ask "I wonder if the rain is goin to stay". to find out why Z is mad at Ace. to google weird sickness and google their cures. to read crime stories and flickr-ed murder scenes. to find out if the truth is really the truth. Annoying? maybe

But once a curious person filled their minds, they move on to greater things that they can find.

Once the answers are finally found, they smiled and jumped and talk in great sounds.

When the pages are filled and nothing more can be said, they ran out the door for new things awaits.

But once a curious person filled their minds, they're drowned to an addiction made by their minds.

I'm dying to know, but i never knew.

Curiosity kills. They drown you to death. for because of curiosity, so many are dead. Cos when you're curious you can never stop. Dying to know till your dying for real. They'll do anything to know, and just to know, they won't tell, 

they won't brag, they just want to know. but what if? what if, they didnt get what they want?

A curious person drowns themselves to death, just to know, just to know.

Curiosity is not a crime

Curiosity kills

Curiosity is what made me live

Jokingly Joking

When does Friday came before Wednesday?

in the dictionary


What do you call a man who saves 15 times a day?

a barber


What does every girl have that she can always count on?

fingers


What invention allows you to see through walls?

the window


Why was the maths book sad?

because it has too many problems




keep smiling :)

Plurkies

ELLO WORLD :)


http://www.plurk.com/keziaantholyka

i'd be thrilled if you'd be-friend my plurk

i heart you soo much

Random : last 3 plurks

Kezia hopes that kanya did good

Kezia thinks that I'm dumb lol

Kezia feels brave :)

super dimwitted and unimportant, but i DID post it anyways lol :]

Friday Afternoon Song

i dedicate this lovely song to Audrey Angelica Siregar, who is getting married this friday

DUN DUN DUN DUN

*have a HAPPY funday friday afternoon

Jus' can't wait to get out of my school!

to go to Pim, and see a movie too

you must be QUICK cos BONDAN is coming soon

tie up your shoes, bring out that HAT

bring bring some snacks!

and put it all inside you BAG 

and wrap them TIGHT! 

and don't forget the green umbrella

(back to *)

Aliens can't speak, but I wanted them to

If I had my own pigtunia, she'd be soo bored and she'd say "get a life! you moron!"
-_- find a new one 'ya dimwitt"

you'll love him kok pigtunia, he's great. but rather stupid
i jus thought that he's way better than leaving my dangling like this
you moron -_-


enough said :)

Rain and the Voice in my Head

There was a little daughter
Who dreams of a slaughter
but then she woke up screaming

She was crying after
But she didn't feel better
then she heard someone coming

A voice of an angel
as soft as the wind
was heard and she was wondering

"who art thou? where shall thou come?"
but the angel stood there singing

There was a little daughter
who was sang by the angel
and she ended up sleeping

The 'Dork' is the new 'Cool'

My bangs .. are gone




Now, I'm as dorky as i can get

well? :)

(screw my dimwitted expression -_-)

Attempts to Kill Her

don't take me wrong. but this ain't real. or is it? :]

ATTEMPTS TO KILL HER

LETS KILL HER, ANY PLANS?

PLAN.A ATTACK FROM BEHIND

PLAN.B DISTRACT HER USING SONGS

PLAN.C PUT "EXTRA SPICE" ON HER FOOD

PLAN.D PUT WASSABI ON HER GLASSES

PLAN.E SNEEZE ON HER, THEN RUN!

PLAN.F TELL HER THAT SHE AINT GOT NO DESTINY

PLAN.G SING CHRISTMAS CAROL, WHILE SHE SLEEPS

PLAN.H MAKE HER BOYFRIEND WEAR A DRESS

PLAN.I TELL HER THAT WE'RE CRAZY, THEN RUN!

PLAN.J DRAMATICALLY SCREAM, THEN FAINT

PLAN.K CALL 911, BLAME IT ON HER

PLAN.L LOOK AT HER CHILDHOOD PICS, AND LAUGH

PLAN.M EAT HER COOKIE IN FRONT OF HER, AND SAY HA HA!

PLAN.N CALL HER MOM, AND SAY NYEH NYEH!

PLAN.O STEP ON HER FEET, SAY VROOM VROOM, THEN RUN!

PLAN.P PET HER CALENDER, AND SAY "SHE NEVER FEEDS YOU, WHAT AN EVIL WOMAN"

PLAN.Q PUT GRANPA'S NOSE HAIR ON HER HAIR

PLAN.R SAY "SCHBOUVNER, RNATERPOOZY! WAA WAAW!" THEN RUN!

PLAN.S MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE PRESIDENT, AND BLAME IT ON HER

PLAN.T CALL HER AND SAY "SPONGEBOB WANTS TO BE YOUR WIFE *SCREAM*" THEN HANG UP

PLAN.U UTTERLY DESTROY HER LAPTOP, AND SAY "MY TURTLE ATE MY MOM"

PLAN.V PICK YOUR NOSE AND DO AN EVIL LAUGH IN FRONT OF HER BOYFRIEND! (BLAME IT ON HER)

PLAN.W SAY "I'LL EAT YOU ALIIIIVEEE! RUUN! NOW!" THEN RUN!

PLAN.X X-RAY HER MATH BOOK, AND PROVE TO HER THAT THERE'S NOTHING IN IT

PLAN.Y YELL "LOOKS LIKE YOUR EYES RAN OUT OF RUBBER!"

PLAN.Z GO TO THE ZOO PULL THE LION'S TAIL, AND BLAME HER

and yes, i lost my mind. i forgot to give it a map. thats why its lost -__-

Guys, listen to me. This will work, occasionally. If you love me, then it'll work. If you love Kanya, then you should take a good care of the boy next to you (kany knows the attempts to kill 'The Him')