Dimwitted

im not giving my life away for some sort of thing that i dont even like. i never protested when you gave me some thing to do, i try to do it full-hearted. i obeyed. i did miss a lot of things. but i let it go. peacefully. well, this cant keep happening to me. hate it. you dont know how hard it is. to accept everything. to always say yes. UGH. being a goody•two•shoes is hard. but well. theres nothing that i can do about it. can never protest. cry? ha. try.